A Reminder to Myself

Amanda Graham — Sat, 10 Dec 2011 20:41:07 +0000

So I decided to finally take some time today and dedicate it to my blog, and I discovered that my last entry was back in May, right before Justice’s birthday! That has to be some sort of blogging crime. The truth is, I got a little busy and neglectful, as we all do some times, but then I started to feel uninspired…like I really didn’t have anything significant to share. And to be even more truthful, I still do. I still feel like my thoughts aren’t complete and my ideas are vague, but I have decided to overcome this funk I have gotten into and just write.

So…this Holiday Season has already been so wonderfully awesome with the purchase of our first home. YAY!!

: Our Home

It’s a truly amazing story with the way God worked everything out (but that’ll have to be another blog), and we are so incredibly happy with our “New Gray House,” the cute little title given by the kids. (Fun Fact: Meaning of Graham – from the gray house.) And even as happy as we are, and how amazed at God’s Awesomeness we’ve been, I can still wake up on mornings like this one, and momentarily forget about all the greatness and start to feel weighed down. And how horribly sad that is…that during such a happy and joyous season, I can lose sight of what’s important and eternal. God has blessed us with a beautiful new home, and what’s eternally more important, He has given me 4 of the most beautiful people to share it with – 3 awesome kids, and THE most faithful and loving husband. So…

Why, my soul, are you downcast?
   Why so disturbed within me?
Put your hope in God,
   for I will yet praise him,
   my Savior and my God.

And

Surely you have granted [me] eternal blessings

and made [me] glad with the joy of your presence.

I am so thankful, God that you have blessed us so. You have given me more than I could ever have wanted. You have literally made all my dreams come true, and You have saved me, in every way. I don’t want to lose sight of the important things, what really counts, and what’s eternal. Help me to remember, help me to remember.

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A Reminder to Myself