It’s been 2 months since we lost you, and even though I’ve been carrying on and feeling happy again, I still can’t bring myself to say that I’m ok. Truth is, I’m not ok, and I don’t really expect to be ok, at least not for a little while longer…
And I must to tell you that I love you and think of you often, and I’m proud of you. Yes, I’m proud…just as proud as I would be if you had just been placed in my arms because you are my daughter. And while I pray and wish for just a glimpse of your beautiful face, I still have your name, and I say it often. Arianna Joy, most holy joy, I know you and remember you.
Baby girl, your life is one of greatness; I know because you have already been so loved. Even as tiny as you were inside my belly, you evoked such love and joy inside all of us, and we are better because of you.
You are beautiful. You are fearfully and wonderfully created. You are my daughter, and I am your mommy. And until I can be with you there, know that I love you. Save a place for me, I’ll be there soon.